tenshinoakuma | (no subject)

I vaguely remember there being a meme where you post the first sentence of your first entry of every month. Seeing that it's the 31st, what better time to review the year than now? Additional notes are in brackets and italics.

January: ~*HAPPY NEW YEAR*~
February: I think I'm feeling the holiday crash.
March: P3:FES works! (And then it ceased to work)
April: Tagged by that ceiling cat for Akihiko
May: Okay I know I haven't finished the happiness meme but fhsdkflg
June: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (HAHAHA that day was amazing. The real first entries for June are private, and contained this and this little snippet of the first line "No one notices when a customer exits the tea shop and vanishes the moment he steps outside." I'd really like to finish the story some time, but I think for now, it's best put on the backburner.)
July: Nooo I can't get Naked DSL at my house whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ;; Faster internet, why don't you like me? )':
August: There's a certain sense of satisfaction in being able to overcome a great difficulty to achieve your goal.
September: HRHGHHH LOGIC ERRORS IN CODE SUCKS.
October: It's kind of funny how there are some things I won't like the prospect of doing (e.g. driving) but once I'm actually doing it, I enjoy it a lot. (I'll add to that: Fear is one of the greatest things that hold me back, but once I actually face the fear, it always turns out it wasn't that bad )
November: ~~I am working on the tricks I owe people !~~
December: DISCLAIMER I haven't gotten very far at all (read: Ten is still in Tallon IV).

Overall I feel the year has been... rather cathartic. I've pinpointed a lot of my issues and have managed to work through them, though they're still there. There was far less of me doing stupid, stupid shit, but on the other hand, I have been straight out lying about minor things more often. That's a problem I need to nip in the bud, because I've noticed that if I'm not strict enough with myself, it becomes a story of the frog that was gradually boiled to death because the heat was increased in small increments.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH indeed for June for both of us ahahhaa. QQ

But man, has it really been six months already? It felt kinda a lot more shorter.

It does, doesn't it? Although in my case it could just be because I'm a lazy bastard.

/punts

You're in charge of January now. |:

Okay scratch that, make that February instead.

They're both the same to me, really. Same opportunities to die or not die or something.