Hmmm well I used to feel that I didn't feel like a girl, but these days I don't don't feel like a girl or boy (does that make sense?). Except when someone explicitly brings it up, which is almost never now. I find it pretty hard to feel as outraged and wanting equality over the more subtle signs of living in a patriarchal society mostly because it just. doesn't really register that I'm supposed to be female? I almost envy the people who can say with confidence "I am a guy" or "I am a girl" and live that, you know?

But at the same time as wanting equality, I feel there's going to be a difference because idk. To me, male and female are the same, and different as well. I guess if people want equality between the genders, they're going to have to start redefining how they view gender? To me it was never about womens' rights, but peoples' rights.

idkkk it's kind of like. Here are all of society's labels, and here is me. Who's in it, but not understanding how they affect anything. Or rather, why they even should D:a

/rambling