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tenshinoakuma) wrote2008-11-09 09:43 pm
tenshinoakuma) wrote2008-11-09 09:43 pm
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the feeling of doom will return. I'm sure.
Okay my way of dealing with study stress is basically procrastinating, which is terrible and always makes the situation a million times worse than it should be.
Clearly this means I need to have better study skills so I don't get stressed in the first place. But fuck, I don't have the self-discipline to do things myself, so unless I somehow manage to have good self-discipline, I really need someone to give me whipcracks and put the fear of GOD or something in me. Because that's how it was when I was younger, and that's why I got top marks until my parents started easing a bit and I got consequently lazy.
This is why mum keeps on saying I used to be such a good kid.
Clearly this means I need to have better study skills so I don't get stressed in the first place. But fuck, I don't have the self-discipline to do things myself, so unless I somehow manage to have good self-discipline, I really need someone to give me whipcracks and put the fear of GOD or something in me. Because that's how it was when I was younger, and that's why I got top marks until my parents started easing a bit and I got consequently lazy.
This is why mum keeps on saying I used to be such a good kid.