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TEN things you wish you could say to ten different people right now. (but baby, why wish, when I can say it to them?)
1. Thank you for everything, even though I'm an ungrateful brat ♥
2. Stop stressing so much and take a chill pill.
3. It's cute when you spazz.
4. You're more sociable on the internet.
5. You're amazing and despite your epic flailing and failing, I can still feel the coherency <3
6. You make me feel grateful for what I have.
7. One day, I'll top you >8[
8. We don't get to talk as much anymore, and I feel a little disconnected when we do, but that's my fault.
9. We don't talk as much either, even though we're not that far away.
10. I'm fairly sure I'll drop by SG sometime, though whether I'd be able to see you is another matter orz
NINE things about yourself
1. I didn't have a lot of self confidence. I still don't, but it's not nearly as bad as it used to be |D;; I tend to worry if I annoy people mostly, since I have a tendency to fixate and forget about the needs of others. It's also the reason I don't usually contact others, since I feel like I might be disturbing them (especially if the person doesn't respond). Thank you to everyone who has helped me build up my confidence, both irl and internet ♥
2. I feel that in some ways, over the years I've become worse intellectually and motivationally. I used to be a smarter person, and a less lazy one, and more focused. I feel I don't live up to my full potential, but it's my laziness that's preventing me from reaching it etc.etc.
3. On the other hand, I feel I'm a nicer person than I used to be. I still have some pride issues (yeah, it's possible to have pride issues along with low self-confidence :| ) but at least now it doesn't get in the way so much. Probably because these days I wait a little while longer before I open my mouth/start typing. You can tell when I don't wait, because that's when I fail :|
4. TST is my first time RPing fandom, and I swear some universal power wanted me in that RP, because the timing of the TST in the twewy comm was perfect in every way. I'm just glad I went with my gut instinct and reserved. I'm glad I met you guys ♥
5. My health appears to be getting slightly better! I haven't had any debilitating back pain and stomach pain lately, which is always a good sign. I just have too many male hormones now, apparently.
6. I AM CONTENT.
7. Generally when it comes to topics people complain or get heated up about, I don't understand. Which is why I'm often silent when there are disagreements.
8. I feel Twewy really made an impact on my life. There are just so many things that I've done recently that I wouldn't have done if I hadn't played Twewy. It's also part of the reason I've managed to overcome some (and only some) of my shyness, and think "why not?" when deciding if I should take the plunge.
9. But at the same time, I don't think I'm expanding my world as much as I could orz.
EIGHT ways to win your heart
1. be open-minded
2. ... yeah I've got nothing.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot
1. It's a wonderful world.
2. I could be so much better than I am today.
3. I can do it later. It shouldn't take that long.
4. Why am I so stupid?
5. That is SO gay.
6. Ness/Joshua
7. ... did I miss the bus by 3 minutes? D:
SIX things you do before you fall asleep
1. Toilet :|
2. Wash my hands
3. Brush my teeth
4. Toss stuff off my bed
5. Set my mobile on alarm for the next morning (most of the time)
6. Actually. get on the bed under the covers :|
FIVE people who mean a lot. (b-but ;; /CHEATS)
1. FAMILY
2. FRIENDS (RL AND INTERNET)
3. AJ (BECAUSE)
4. TST (THEY GET THEIR OWN DAMN CATEGORY)
5. TEACHERS
FOUR things you're wearing right now
1. Underwear :|
2. Pants
3. Shirt
4. Beanie
THREE songs that you listen to often. (I cycle through my playlist regularly, and it's not on shuffle... :| I REJECT THIS QUESTION because I listen to a few hundred songs often and i don't want to chooooose orz )
TWO things you want to do before you die
1. Live life without chronic or periodic pain.
2. Have a death without suffering.
ONE confession
Despite how much I've changed, one thing remains the same. When it comes to fictional characters, I'm still a sadist, but more of a voyeuristic sadist, if that makes sense ):
knightblazer13 8]--
TEN things you wish you could say to ten different people right now. (but baby, why wish, when I can say it to them?)
1. Thank you for everything, even though I'm an ungrateful brat ♥
2. Stop stressing so much and take a chill pill.
3. It's cute when you spazz.
4. You're more sociable on the internet.
5. You're amazing and despite your epic flailing and failing, I can still feel the coherency <3
6. You make me feel grateful for what I have.
7. One day, I'll top you >8[
8. We don't get to talk as much anymore, and I feel a little disconnected when we do, but that's my fault.
9. We don't talk as much either, even though we're not that far away.
10. I'm fairly sure I'll drop by SG sometime, though whether I'd be able to see you is another matter orz
NINE things about yourself
1. I didn't have a lot of self confidence. I still don't, but it's not nearly as bad as it used to be |D;; I tend to worry if I annoy people mostly, since I have a tendency to fixate and forget about the needs of others. It's also the reason I don't usually contact others, since I feel like I might be disturbing them (especially if the person doesn't respond). Thank you to everyone who has helped me build up my confidence, both irl and internet ♥
2. I feel that in some ways, over the years I've become worse intellectually and motivationally. I used to be a smarter person, and a less lazy one, and more focused. I feel I don't live up to my full potential, but it's my laziness that's preventing me from reaching it etc.etc.
3. On the other hand, I feel I'm a nicer person than I used to be. I still have some pride issues (yeah, it's possible to have pride issues along with low self-confidence :| ) but at least now it doesn't get in the way so much. Probably because these days I wait a little while longer before I open my mouth/start typing. You can tell when I don't wait, because that's when I fail :|
4. TST is my first time RPing fandom, and I swear some universal power wanted me in that RP, because the timing of the TST in the twewy comm was perfect in every way. I'm just glad I went with my gut instinct and reserved. I'm glad I met you guys ♥
5. My health appears to be getting slightly better! I haven't had any debilitating back pain and stomach pain lately, which is always a good sign. I just have too many male hormones now, apparently.
6. I AM CONTENT.
7. Generally when it comes to topics people complain or get heated up about, I don't understand. Which is why I'm often silent when there are disagreements.
8. I feel Twewy really made an impact on my life. There are just so many things that I've done recently that I wouldn't have done if I hadn't played Twewy. It's also part of the reason I've managed to overcome some (and only some) of my shyness, and think "why not?" when deciding if I should take the plunge.
9. But at the same time, I don't think I'm expanding my world as much as I could orz.
EIGHT ways to win your heart
1. be open-minded
2. ... yeah I've got nothing.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot
1. It's a wonderful world.
2. I could be so much better than I am today.
3. I can do it later. It shouldn't take that long.
4. Why am I so stupid?
5. That is SO gay.
6. Ness/Joshua
7. ... did I miss the bus by 3 minutes? D:
SIX things you do before you fall asleep
1. Toilet :|
2. Wash my hands
3. Brush my teeth
4. Toss stuff off my bed
5. Set my mobile on alarm for the next morning (most of the time)
6. Actually. get on the bed under the covers :|
FIVE people who mean a lot. (b-but ;; /CHEATS)
1. FAMILY
2. FRIENDS (RL AND INTERNET)
3. AJ (BECAUSE)
4. TST (THEY GET THEIR OWN DAMN CATEGORY)
5. TEACHERS
FOUR things you're wearing right now
1. Underwear :|
2. Pants
3. Shirt
4. Beanie
THREE songs that you listen to often. (I cycle through my playlist regularly, and it's not on shuffle... :| I REJECT THIS QUESTION because I listen to a few hundred songs often and i don't want to chooooose orz )
TWO things you want to do before you die
1. Live life without chronic or periodic pain.
2. Have a death without suffering.
ONE confession
Despite how much I've changed, one thing remains the same. When it comes to fictional characters, I'm still a sadist, but more of a voyeuristic sadist, if that makes sense ):